(Feat. E-Sens of Supreme Team)
English Translation:
After time passes, dust settles on the memories
As time passes, poison builds up in my body
These days, I want to be more free than before
I am exactly half dead these days
I couldn’t see it with my eyes but I believed it
I definitely felt that it pulled me forward
I remember that start and I empty out all the things that made me rot
I need to hold onto the things I was losing
The long journey till now
With clenched fists, when they said having faith was everything
I ridiculed everyone because they seemed scared and worn out
But on the contrary, they scared me
I thought I couldn’t help but to turn out like them later on
So I tried to look at reality straight on
Reality says it wants to run but is more comfortable sitting down
Each time, it lies to you and me like that
My mind was out of it because of the cigarette-like comfort
The hidden meaning behind “you’ll know when you grow up”
Is only a hypnosis – it doesn’t mean you’re getting wiser
You’re just living peacefully like a dog tied up on a leash
That’s the only thing that I learned so
Mustering up courage is as scary as other people’s eyes
I got so sick of them that I told them to piss off
The place my faith took me was my home
If I have a chance to go to the place that perfects me
I’ll be better than you, who is like an empty outer shell because of your set-aside dreams
So you can laugh at me all you want
You can pretend you’re worried about me while hiding your own failure
If you don’t wanna get hurt, just be quiet
They say that it’s common sense
Cowardice becomes medicine in this world but
I respect everyone who was scarred instead of you,
I bless everyone who overcame
I once fell into a deep hole
I pretended nothing was wrong in front of family and friends
My own disgust and pride was mixed together
So I even hated looking into the eyes in the mirror
The draining of my passion
The actions that I hated doing more than anyone else
After those actions became my work, I felt like I was dying
I couldn’t feel anything else properly
I saw my twisted self but I couldn’t kill myself
Even if I throw away everything I have far away somewhere
It seemed like it wouldn’t be a waste back then
I tiresomely searched for anything that could be a comfort like a crazy person
Peace was something that had nothing to do with me
I raised my voice to hide my anxiety
I angrily chattered about stories of my pride
I wandered and was dizzy
I didn’t even know if anyone was next to me back then
I didn’t believe in a God back then but I couldn’t believe my ruined self either
I couldn’t grasp a clear answer for a long time
A tough and severe cold seeped through my conscience
No matter how many hours I slept, my mornings weren’t refreshing
Uneasiness and a sense of oppression crushed my youth
In place of the foam, the traps and chances, came the temptations
In front of all those things, I need to go back to the start
I need to hold onto the things I was losing
If I rush to follow along, I keep forgetting which one is me
If I rush to follow along, I keep forgetting which one is me
If you need to stop, then stop now
We lose too many important things in life
If I rush to follow along, I keep forgetting which one is me
Romanized:
Sigan jina meonji deopin manheungieok
Siganjinamyeonseo nae mome ssahin dok
Jayuropgo sipeunge jeonboda hwolssin deosimhaejin yojeumnan jeonghwakhi banjjeum jugeoisseo
Nune boineun geon anijiman nan mideun geot
Geuge nal ikkeuldeon geol neukkin jeok itji bunmyeong
Geu sijageul gieokhae nareul sseokhideon modeun geol biwonae
Butjabayaji irheogadeon geot
Jigeumkkajiui gin yeohaeng
Kkwak jwin jumeogesinnyeomi gajingeosui jeonbura malhan sijeoren
Geommeokgo nalgabeorin modureul biuseotji
Bandaero geudeureun nal geop jwotji
Na yeoksinajungen geudeulgachi byeonhal georago eojjeol su eobsi
Geureoni ttokbaro chyeodaboradeon hyeonsil
Geuneun ttwigo sipeodo anjeun jariga deo pyeonhadae
Maebeon geureoke nawa neohante geojitmareul hae
Geu dambaegateun wianttaeme jommeogeun jeongsin
Eoreuni dwaeya doendaneun mal dwie sumgyeojin geonchoemyeonilppun jeoldae hyeonmyeonghae jigo inneunge anya
Anjuhaneun geotppun jure mukkyeoinneun gaemanyang
Baewogadeonge geureon geotdeulppuniraseo
Yongginaeneun geotmankeum duryeounge namdeul nuniraseo
Geu kkoldeuri jigyeowoseo geunyang kkeojira haetji
Nae mideumi ikkeuneun got geu gosi baro nae jibimyeonaega wanseongdoeneun got
Gihoeran geotdoondamyeon yeopeuro chiwonoheun kkum ttaemune teong bin kkeopdegippunin neo bodan naege
Maeumkkeot biuseodo dwae
Nal geokjeonghaneundeut malhamyeo ni silpaereul sumgyeodo dwae
Dachigi sirheun maeumppunin neon gamanhiman isseo
Geurigo geugeol sangsigira malhaji
Bigeophamiyagi doeneun sesangijiman
Nan neo daesin hyungteoreul gajin moduege jongyeongeul igyeonaen iege chukbogeur
Gipeun gumeonge ppajin jeok itji
Gajokgwa chinguegen munjeeobsi saneuncheok
Dwiseokkideon jagi hyeomowa oman
Geoureseo jochanal chyeodaboneun nuni sirheosseo
Yeoljeongui gogal
Eotteon nuguboda naega sirheohadeon geu jitdeul
Geuge nae iri doen huen jugeoganeun neukkimppun
Dareun geon jedaero neukkiji motae
Dwiteullyeobeorin nae moseup bwatjiman nan nareul jugiji motae
Geujeo eodinga meon dero gajin geol da gatda beorindaedo
Akkapji anheul geot gatdeon geu ttaeneun
Wiroga doelmanhan ildeureul michinnomgachi dwijigojichimyeo
Pyeonghwaneun nawa gwangyeeomneun irieotgo
Buranham gamchugi wihae moksori nopimyeojajonsime daehan yaegireul hwanaemyeo jikkeorigohemaeeonne eojireopge
Nuga nae yeope inneunjido moreudeon ttae
Geu ttaedo nansineul mitji anhatjiman manggajinnal mideul sudo eobseo hanchameul galpi mot jabatji
Nae uisige seumyeodeun jilgigo jidokhan gamgi
Myeotsiganeul jadeonji gaeunchi motan achim
Jobasimgwa apbakgami jjigeureoteuryeonoheun jeormeum
Geopum, deotteul, gihoe daesin oneun yuhokdeul
Geu modeun geosui jeongmyeoneseo dasi cheoeumbuteo
Butjabayaji irheogadeon geot
Geuphi ttaragadabomyeon eotteonge nainji ijeoga jeomjeom
Meomchwoyagesseumyeon jigeum meomchwo
Urin jungyohan geotdeureul neomu manhi nochyeo